About me

Hello and please let me introduce my self, My Name is John R Varndell, I was born and raised for much of my life in Calgary, Alberta Canada. I grew up in a small town about 20 minutes southwest of Calgary. I have a beautiful family; I have 2 amazing (Not so little any more) people in my life and the most amazing soul I have the utmost privilege to be married to. These people are what make me who I want to be every day! My wife is my soul mate, she has helped me become the man I am proud to be today.
 

Like some of you, some of the occurrences of "things and situations" I went through in my life not just happened once or twice, these events happened more than a few times. This whole journey of what I will call an "awakening" because I feel as though I am literally awaking to my true understanding of what my mission is in my life is. I knew in one way or another I had certain “talents.” I also knew without a shadow of any doubt I was a part of something bigger than I was - I just knew "it", always did. 

Since as long as I can remember people always reacted to me in a way I didn’t understand. I was picked on pretty bad a kid (like most) because I was not like other kids. I did not know what exactly what it was I was feeling, but I just knew I had some type of "special abilities". Through my journey, I now know why people treat/ed me differently. My reasoning, is because different is different to the mind, and change isn’t easily accepted by a lot of people, and without them knowing why, they react to “different” differently.
 

"You don’t know what you don’t know"
 

I remember when I was about 12 yrs. old, nothing I asked was answered clearly enough for me. I asked a lot of questions of why things were the way they were, as well as questions to myself about myself. I was never to take things for face-value or be ok with that just the way it was, I had to dig deeper. This started my understanding that I had intuitional mind, but I didn’t know what that meant for me or my life. I struggled with being different, being treated different, and not knowing what to do about it or how to process why you were being treated differently.
 

As I got older (and there was an Internet), I started to doing a lot of research of what I thought was happening to me, world events and how certain things worked. I was searching for different truths than what I was taught, as they never seemed right to me or were able to satisfy my intuitional thinking. Well let’s just say I went down the rabbit hole and haven’t looked back.
 

Upon starting my mission to help others ( which started at a young age), I needed a way to explain what it is I have to offer others to help. I have not had to ‘classify’ my talents before, as these are things I just feel and experience.  For me it’s not trying to describe a superpower or anything, it’s something I have dealt with the majority of my life and is something I have learned to discern over the past 31 years to understand and know. However, in order to help you understand me, I felt this was important. After many hours and different sources, here are a list of “Clair-talents” I have found in myself and experienced in my life.

Each day I try and sharpen my understanding of my “talents”, know them, and understand what they can do and then practice them in my daily life. I may not be accurate all the time, as we are all still learning ourselves. It is amazing when you understand what “believing” in yourself and who you are really means when applied to your life and your wanted changes.

The most direct way of how I feel I can help is by talking with you and listening to you - your responses, how you talk etc. I pick up on the subtilty's of you as we get to talk. A lot of who you are is and can be unconsciously shown.